I am really, really, very drunk.
Really really.

So I've had a strange night.
There is a girl I work with named Cecile, with an accent on the first E (otherwise it wouldn't be very feminine). She's one of those people who always look everyone directly in the eye when they're speaking. It always makes you feel special... Her last day of work was today and she invited everyone out for drinks afterwards. It had been talked about for several days and I'm pretty sure everyone knew about it because even I was invited. The unfortunate thing is that not many people showed up. She's super friendly, a hard worker, does the look in the eye thing, incredibly attractive... and not many people showed up at her going away party. I felt bad for her.

So that was kind of a side note to my story. From now on it's all chronological.

So I heard there is a party going on for Cecile. I'd like to be there because I've always wanted to hang out with my co-workers. I don't expect to become close friends to these people as I did with my co-workers in Toronto. The major difference seems to be that in Toronto everyone seemed to be a character (not even after I got to know them. It was more or less right away). Here everyone is just a normal person who works hard.
I wanted to be invited to that party and was waiting for the invitation. It didn't come until the day before the party. Instead of being invited, what I got was "Hey, Mister Evan, are you coming out with us tomorrow?" ... I wasn't invited. I was just asked if I was coming.
So unsatisfying - -- Put emphasis on unsatisfying because I had my entire respone to being invited planned out.
Fuck.

Wow, I just realized that I am really really, quite drunk.

FCK. All that's missing is YOU.
- An old friend of mine

So... back to chronology...

Basically, we all got really drunk. It was a good night and I feel I got closer to my co-workers - even if there really isn't that much more to knaow about them.
There is one dude that seems pretty cool though. He kind of reminds me of Chris, from Commensal Toronto. He's a decent and cool guy, but he's older than me and it seems like he isn't going to be doing too much with his life even though he could be so much better... but that is another topic I suppose.

... yeah... I am going to stop now. I hope no one actually read all of this...

The entire point of this post was to mention a crazy dude I bumped in to, but I am tired and it's late so maybe I'll mention it in my next post.

Sweet dreams.

-- Evan